Diaspora Digest #31 - May 2001


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This issue is dedicated to GK and Jerry Struckoff who have contributed much.

Not only is this edition of our Diaspora many months late, but I found a slew of 1999 letters in a cache folder while cleaning up my files from DD29 & DD30. Apologies to the writers for passing these on so late. Gael

+++++From 1999++++++

1 May 1999 Keith Eckrich wrote: Hi Gael, Chris, Jack. In between a computer crashing and other domestic goings-on, I have given scant attention to email and the world outside of Albuquerque. We have been into some interior decoration with tile floor laying in kitchen, bathrooms and hallway. My continuing pursuit of art in pastel (today I completed my third Van Gogh copy, one of his self-portraits). Kristen is working in oils. A little bit of doctoring. Oh, yes, and we took time to visit the Van Gogh exhibit in Los Angeles at the end of March: terrific, a close up view of the Potato Eaters and other originals from the Amsterdam Museum. We took a day to stroll the Getty Museum as well, so it was art, art, art. We will be literally living at the symphony during May: one final classics concert for the year (Tchaikovsky s piano concerto and Berlioz Symphonie Fantastique), and four pops concerts. I sing in one of the pops concert with the chorus when we do songs from Showboat and one from Rent. I get tuxed up to sit on the lawn for some fried chicken.

In July, we make a de rigueur appearance at Helene s family reunion. Her uncle priest-bishop, Dennis Durning, celebrates his 50th year of ordination. He was a missionary in Tanzania his entire priestly life and still lives there as a parish priest in the bush and retired bishop of Arusha. He s an old-shoe type of guy and lots of fun. This reunion, in Philadelphia, the tail end of a trip to visit Helene s sister in Boston and friends in Cape Cod. We arrive back in Albuquerque three weeks before the symphony chorus begins work on Beethoven s Missa Solemnis to be sung in October. Year 2000 is my sixth year in the chorus and it has been fun, fun, fun learning a repertoire I never had the chance to sing before: masterpieces of Mozart, Beethoven, Brahms and Prokoviev. We have done Beethoven s Ninth twice in the last five years: it is too good of a seller of tickets to let it gather dust in the music library. You can see that my business excuses my lack of communication. Thank you for your kind understanding. [What year was it that our class lucked into the huge Van Gogh exhibition at the Cleveland Museum? My guess is 1962/3. I ll never forget the Sunflowers on the north wall. Gael]

7 May 1999 Jack Brennan (JB): Re the new Star Wars, did you know that George Lucas and Stephen Spielberg were good friends of your hero, Joseph Campbell? In fact, Campbell died at Lucas s home: Luke Skywalker Ranch. Bill Moyers s series with Campbell was done there. Have you considered the Jesus Myth that was E.T.? He descends from the heavens, performs miracles, is persecuted, dies, rises from the dead, leaves his spirit and ascends into heaven. I don t know that Spielberg thought that through, being Jewish, but it struck me when I saw the movie. And I ll bet he was influenced by Campbell on that one.

8 May 1999 John Miller to Jack Brennan: I am aware of Campbell s association with Lucas and Spielberg during the latter part of his life. I never knew he died at the Ranch, as I had thought I read he died in the hospital in Hawaii. Your interpretation of "ET" is interesting, and I can t say I thought about it. Of course, I really didn t appreciate the Star Wars series, thought it was fluffy special effects, until Sandy got on my case and made me think about it. After I "found" Joe (Campbell), his interest in it got my attention, and made me focus a bit more.

9 Jul 1999 Brennan to Stahl: Gayle, Rachel and Sarah are on their way to the Columbia River Gorge to see the concert Lillith." That s about 150 miles from here. I ve never been there, but I hear it is a stunning place for concerts. Sarah McLaughlin and Sheryl Crow are featured singers. I like both of them, but this is a feminine thing.

Michael and I will do some male bonding. I thought we d see "Star Wars" or "Wild, Wild West" tonight, but he tells me they don t appeal to him, so we will rent a video like "The Texas Chain Saw Murders." When I object to horror movies and gross Nintendo games, he replies: "What horror movies did Hitler, Stalin and Milosovic see that made them mass murders?" I didn't want to get into Nietzsche with him...

I sent the Commonweal you sent me to Mooney. I think my aversion for philo-theo musings is evaporating again. Truth be known, down deep I kind of enjoy that stuff. Thanks to my family, my friends and my work, I continue to live my intense life between those two worlds of cursed/blessed certainties. I will probably die younger without the comfort of certitudes. But I will die confused and that is certainly underrated. [The reflection that follows from my spiritual director agrees with you - and Joe Campbell s bliss.]

24 Jul 1999 Sunday Reflections from the journal of Dalton Roberts: : You must find what that thing is that you really want to do. You have to be true to it. It is the thing that will save you.) ~~~ Was watching a bio of LBJ on TV and he described his life as president as "a perpetual living hell." Said he had nightmares. You don t want a man in such a position of power who is that miserable. It s dangerous. ~~~ People drink and dope because intoxication is one of the main needs of the human animal. It comes right after food, water and sex. We err by fighting intoxicants and not teaching our young how to get high on life through perfectly healthy means. Some of my greatest highs have been while having good times with friends, or sitting alone watching the birds in a meditative brain wave pattern. ~~~ When the Jews came back from Persia, they brought the idea of the Devil with them, along with a lot of the prophecies about the end time for Earth. It ended up in our theology books. ~~~ For God s sake, choose a self and stand by it. (William James ~~~ God is both Mother and Father but God is more Mother than Father. (Pope John Paul I) ~~~~~ Wallis Simpson said, "A woman s life can really be a succession of lives, each revolving around some emotionally compelling situation or challenge, and each marked off by some intense experience." I can see that it is true of men as well as women. When we go a long time with no compelling situation or challenge, without an intense experience, we are tailing off an old life. It s a good time to get ready because the fireworks will soon begin.

Anton8 August 1999 Anton Braun : Our classmate sent e-photos of his wedding: My bride s name is Janet (Gallagher) a proud Irish Lass. She is the delight of my life. You (Gael and Charlie Fenton on the way from Chicago to Nashville) met her at Mooneys house [July 11]. So far it s been marvelous. ("Click" on the picture for a larger view.)

9 Sep 1999 Dick Mayer: I ve had a little adventure since I last e-mailed. A series of angina attacks on Monday 23 August. Finally got myself into the hospital that evening and had an angioplasty with implant of 3 stents to correct a 90% blockage of my main coronary artery and a 70% blockage farther down the artery. Now I m on a couple pills a day to lower my cholesterol, which was borderline high. They made me take it easy for a week, and now I m into a rehab exercise program, which I needed anyway. I ve had no further pains and am feeling better actually, which makes sense I guess. I m especially feeling good about the fact that I got a warning before there was any heart damage. I can t believe now that it took two rather painful attacks and several lesser ones to get me out of denial and into calling 911! We re all educated intelligent rational beings, right? [I am a heart diseased brother, too. I was helping my daughter understand alliteration recently and came up with: "I had a stainless steel stent installed by Dr. Stifter." AndI did not make up the doctor s name. Jack B.]

2 Oct 1999 JB to GBS: John (Malcolm) Hogan is in Gene Pavich s class. I don t think he s related to Philotheus. (Remember the Hales kids used to call him "Fr. Filthius"?) I read the Ragan Report you sent me cover to cover. The picture of Larry was exactly how I remember him: bow tie, horn rim glasses and crew cut. And I had not seen him since my First Mass. My brother Dan has encouraged me to write to Larry s son about this little memory pearl I have about Larry. Did I tell you that Dan was a pall bearer at Larry s funeral? He still has lunch with Jean Larry s widow on a regular basis.

As I get older, I note that - with the possible exception of you all of my famous contacts are one degree removed. That still gives me bragging rights, though one degree weaker. I have started reading Hillman s "The Force of Character." I like it. He is a master re-framer of common ordinary things. I had not read him till now; I remember that Bob Pawell was completely enamored with him in 1991. Hillman s frame of reference is obviously Jungian and his reverence for the dark side is always up front.

I m beginning to recognize that almost everything in life is just a hair short of my expectations. For example, while Hillman s book shows his unique understanding of the great thinkers, his analyzes of different phases of aging are a bit forced here and there. It has the interesting effect on me of making me realize that some of my conclusions about life are a bit forced too; but that it s quite OK. I guess it s about being more compassionate toward myself finally.

When we were driving back from Seattle Labor Day weekend, Gayle and Rachel got into this huge argument. I thought Michael was asleep. Suddenly, from the back of the van he pipes up: "JERRY! JERRY! JERRY!" In case you don t get the reference, it s what the audience chants on the Jerry Springer Show when the guests are getting combative.

11 Nov 1999 Rich Kirshling : Classmates were Amen, Huxel (now deceased), Gaudutis, Grawe, Reid, Koopman, Cedric (John) Schweiter now in Brazil. Novitiate class of 64. Went to OLA for two years and then they combined our class with Grush, Zangs, et al., and off to T-Town for our first year of theology. Our second year of theology was at CTU the first year it opened and then etc, etc, etc.

11 Nov 99 Dan Tanna's eddress: TANNADS of email.msn.com Paul Stubenbort's PaulPatUSA  of aol.com

14 Nov 1999 Jack Hardesty says Harry Speckman s new address is: Cross in the Woods Friary, 7078 M-68, Indian River MI 49749-9324, (231) 238-8973(231) 238-7012 (FAX).

24 Nov 1999 John & Sandy Townshend: In reading the DD #29 I noted that my name was among those not heard from regarding their choice in receiving the DD. I would prefer to continue to receive the hard copy form. While I have WWW access and have now visited the DD site, I do find the hard copy handy for reading in places I can t take this computer. Also, my eddress is: jtstktat of dwave.net

Thanks for all the work in assembling and distributing the DD. Although I note that the majority of those in print professed earlier than when I went through (Novitiate Class of 67- 68 with Ansgar Hankey, novice master), I do enjoy browsing among the parties I know in the dialogues.

26 Nov 1999 Jim Sexton wrote on returning from his mother s deathbed: Chicago was hard. Caroline, Jerome and I arrived just after my mother had fallen into a coma. In a way, it is an end to an epoch. I m rather lost now. Kids imagine their parents immortal by nature. And we are all kids at heart. My only thoughts were that my mother continues on (genetically and otherwise) in her children and grand children. I said to Caroline, That was your grandmother, she s alive in you now, so live accordingly. But how can a grandmother undo all the crap that kids learn in school and on the streets? Only patience and time can nourish this kind of power.

True, the summer was good in many ways. We got Pascale into [flying in] gliders and Jerome into the work shop building radioguided airplane models. Jerome s airplanes crashed often, but Pascale s flew off into the wild blue yonder. They both discovered why birds seem so much more gracious than other types of beings.

I give a great importance to flying. It gets people off the ground and into saner spheres. Where one can look down and see what nonsense we build and confine ourselves to, in loss of freer emotions. Soaring high above such nonsense is a real treat.

We ll be back in Chicago for church [funeral] next week.

From the February Juno newsletter: A Great Online Study Bible: From Calvin College in Grand Rapids, Michigan, comes an online study Bible that will prove incredibly useful to amateur and academic theologians alike. What the guide does is list every book in the Bible (Old Testament, New Testament, and Apocrypha); for each one it provides a hyperlink that takes you to a page listing sites from all over the Web that are relevant to that book: different versions of the text, sermons, concordances, links to archaeological and historical information, and much more. http://ccel.wheaton.edu/wwsb/

End of the "lost letters of 99"

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Letters received since DD30 of March 2000:

13 Mar 2000 Jack Bartz wrote, unfortunately, just after I d mailed DD30 in early March. Re: CONVENIAT: JUNE 10, 2000. Zeke, Do you have all the information you need to get out in the newsletter about the conveniat? If not, please let me know what you need or what would be good to put out there.

I still haven t heard from John Doctor, Provincial Minister, about any response to this event, whether of support for it or not. I think I mentioned to you in an earlier missive that people are invited to come to our house after 5 PM on the day of the conveniat for some Italian spaghetti and break bread (in fact, it would be nice if everyone could bring some bread to pass!). We ll provide the place, main course, and others can bring some bread or salad or whatever they want. We ll also have some red potable to go with the Italian food. How does this sound to you? [It sounded absolutely enviously wonderful to someone who couldn't go. GBS et JB]

14 March 00 Pat/Kelly Feehan (1974) PKFeehan of PlatteValley. Net> wrote in response to my request for information about some diaspora friars I wasn t in contact with:Gael, I do not know whether Stellwag has E-mail. I have probably not communicated with him for more than 20 years. Paul Gallagher & John Eaton are active friars. John is originally from Ashland, and is currently at Grambling plus serving on the provincial council. Paul is originally from Cleveland. I got to know him at OLA Quincy proofreading his papers. While he was a terrible speller and had to struggle academically he is one of the best priests I have ever known. Thankfully the Spirit moves where it will. Paul is currently doing campus ministry at the University of Houston. Hope that fills some gaps. Until next time. - Pat

18 Mar 2000 Gael Stahl wrote to JB: Jack, I just got a phone call from Ansgar Bob Hankey. He s a hard-driving, sincere, good man. He s pissed at us for letting Joe Smith fool him into thinking that Joe s Smith s alter ego, Rod Farrell, might be telling the truth about Joe Smith being dead in DD30. "That s no joke," he said. "Joe needs to be told that s no joke. And you and Brennan need to apologize for printing that. It s no joke," he said and hung up. I m shocked that anyone under the sun had any doubts about Rod Farrell/Smith. Hasn t Joe been carrying on for awhile in DD about his much too advertised death and travels to the pink clouds from which his AKA Farrell reports on Smith s doings and utterings that persistently emanate since Joe has said so often he wasn t going to write any more (at least in his own name)?

Do you think I should apologize to the fringe friars with something like this: "In case more than one of you thought Rod Farrell in DD30 and DD29, etc., was not Joe Smith s alter ego, it is. He s alive and well and trying to be funny." Bye and bonum, boy

18 March 2000 Brennan to Gael: Dear Zeke, I wished that we lived closer. For more reasons than this. Let s wait a bit before we make editorial apologies. Let s get a few bucks together and get Medard a computer. He would be our perfect consultant in situations like this. I can hear him now: "Ohhhh, let him eat cake." I m certain that this was the first issue we heard from Rod. My almost final thought is: You should not be blamed, my friend, who works his heart out to maintain the spirit of Francis. Our diasporated and cinctured hearts would have a huge void without you. I love you, Zeke. Jack [With that assurance, I decided to let the literary chips fly not realizing it would be a year before I got this into print. GBS]

19 March 2000 Brennan: Zeke, I have four bouncers from my mailing (of DD30 to those online); any help? Steve Csotty: , Charlie Strack: , Jim Schmitt: , Paul Zoderer: I ll write to Dick Korn re Paul s eddress.

[I have an update for Schmitt: and for Csotty I have: csottys@aol.com. I have what you have for Strack in Wheaton, Ill.. I have no data at all for Paul Zoderer. Can anyone else help us? Write Jack or Gael]

19 March 2000 Jack Bartz to Dennis Griffin (copy to Gael): Dennis, I remember you, well, but I don t always remember who is in whose class when they were so far ahead of mine. Concerning the Conveniat: It will be at the Portiuncula Chapel at Mayslake, June 10th, 2000, 11 AM to 5 PM, and then to my house (I will provide a map at Mayslake to those interested in coming) for a spaghetti dinner, conversation, and a good red wine for those who are able to enjoy such debauchery.

Hope you and your class can gather together for getting an update with one another in the flesh. Of course, it goes without saying, that spouses and offspring are welcome to come to this event. The gathering is meant to be a picnic and is open to anyone, whether current or former Franciscans, and it will be a great time renewing old acquaintances. I am looking forward to seeing you there.

20 March 2000 Gael to Jack Bartz: Thanks for copy of your letter to Dennis Griffin. He s also the one in our class that you recruited to contact our classmates for the last reunion you had up there at Mayslake. Lots of neat guys were still alive then, especially, Huxel and, of course, Bill Stachura, who missed the gathering at the park but got in later with Carol from an excursion boat trip on Lake Michigan with his colleagues at work. But they joined us at your house. I have pictures of our long talk and laughter.

20 Mar 2000: Bill Bergman to JB: Thanks for DD30. I will attempt to read it soon. You and Gael are incredibly thoughtful to keep this connection up so gracefully.

There have been many changes in my life over the last year. I restored my health. My divorce was final on Dec. 29,1999. I opened a new Northern California office while keeping my Northwest presence in Seattle alive. I also moved to Chico, CA. I have a number of new addresses, which I will enclose herein to you and our friends.

Home: 1385 East Lindo Ave., #32, Chico, CA 95926, 530.332.9133 (home and Fax, when I get it to work!) Work: 1.Bergman & Associates, Inc., PMB 121,1354 East Avenue, Suite R, Chico, CA 95926-7385,530.519.4912 2. - Bergman & Associates, Inc., PMB 422,16625 Redmond Way, Suite M, Redmond, WA 98052-0900,206.310.8950 Updating databases is a modern nightmare. My email address is what you have here: . I hope you and your family are all good and healthy, Jack. My regards to them and hope you have many enjoyable times at your wonderful cabin. Thanks for sharing that two summers ago. Happy Springtime today and may the Easter Mystery be alive and well in you and yours. Peace and Everything Good.

21 March 2000 Thomas H. Higgs: Hello, Gael. You don t know me but I graduated from St. Joe s in 1969. I work for Eveready Battery Co. here in Westlake, Ohio. One of my fellow employees, Dan Kirschling, graduated from St. Joe s in 1965 and is on your Digest mailing list. He has been sharing his copies with me and I at least have some idea of what s happening with the alumni. This newsletter is a fine work you are doing. Unfortunately, most of the people on the mailing list are years ahead of me and it appears that there are few who graduated in the late 60s that know about the newsletter or contribute. I would like to find out more about some of the people from that era. I am very interested in attending the reunion on June 10th but I d like to know if anyone from my high school years will be attending. I spoke with a fellow classmate from St. Louis who is also very interested in attending but we need more details if you can provide them, such as: Is this purely a social gathering, spiritual gathering, or a combination of both? Is there a schedule of events? Is this open to spouses/family or just alumni? Will it be held inside the old retreat house or on the grounds. We are just curious what to expect and hope to contact others from our class who also maybe unaware of this event. Will some of our former teachers (friars) be there? It would be great to see some of them after all these years.

Although my years at St. Joe s turned out to be the final years of that great school, what I was taught there and the community life that was shared there will be with me the rest of my life. Though I did not continue through to the priesthood I would not trade those four years for anything in the world and to have some contact with long-lost classmates would be terrific. If this e-mail actually finds its way to you maybe you could answer some of these questions. If you wish to use this letter in the next digest please feel free. I would like to hear from anyone who may remember me from St. Joe s and would definitely respond back. My address is: Tom Higgs, 25614 First St., Westlake, Ohio 44145, Ph. 440-835-8929.

[Thanks for writing, Thomas. Here s hoping you can help locate more of the guys who graduated from Mayslake in the 1960s and 70s and others who went to novitiate in the 80s even.]

21 Mar 2000: Paul Zoderer to JB: Thanks for your message. I thought "Who the hell is 'John' Brennan?" Glad you signed it "Jack." Long time since I last heard from you or of you. Down here in the jungle the news filters thru the leaves and, boy, do we have the leaves! Yes, the Indians are now wearing clothes! If we could just get them to get the pants and skirts off their heads!?!

Hey, thanks for all the other news that came along. Great to know where everyone is and how they are doing.

I have now been here in Itaituba for 17 years. Getting to know the territory. The town has grown from 4,000 in 1972 to 120,000 in 1992 entirely because of the gold rush. Since then things have calmed down, the far-west shootouts, the medicine men, and the adventurers left because the price of gold fell, and prospecting was no longer a prosperous adventure.

We now have approximately 100,000 people in the county, about half in agriculture. We are still politically on the periphery of Brazil, so not too many funds are slushing this way. Religiously the people are very much alive. There is a priest shortage but the laity are leading the way to new ministries. There are only 3 priests here in the city. I have 10 communities within the city and another 30 in the boondocks, plus 4 or 5 along the river, and the gold mines whenever there is a call. Right now Itaituba is on the tourist "binge". Everybody is sinking money in the tourist trade, since the Amazon Valley is the last frontier.

So before they cut all the trees down, kill all the Indians, and dry up the Tapajos River, come on down and see us. You ll love it! Regards, Paulo, ofm [Who the hell is Paulo ? And stop sending me those letters in a foreign language. All seriousness aside, I ll be down there with my chainsaw as soon as we finish clear-cutting the Great Northwest, USA. JB.]

24 March 2000 Steve Yonick of Chicago who received DD#30 (I was saddened at the news of the death of Joseph Fidelis Smith. No wonder he had not alled me. Does he have a cellular? [I don t know. He sends his Rod Farrell messages via USPS. If you d like to speak to him, his ground phone was 312-465-7368 but that area code has changed. GBS])

Relished each word. Some names were familiar, others were unknown and made me feel like a creature from a different galaxy. Of the names I knew and recalled images of faces and personalities (presuming graying and some extra pounds), what is amazing is the beautiful branching of life experiences from the original trunk of monastic existence and a supposed variety of reasons why each of us decided to do what we did as if some evolutionary spiritual process was at work the bonding is ever powerful.

I never really felt like a "clergyman" - I never wanted that image; I always felt like a "friar" I always liked that icon and still do even though I am apart from the demands of official vows and the constraints of institutionalization. I ve opted to throw myself into a job market, to pay taxes, and to forego the material benefits of religious life (especially health care) yet the friar icon is there. I m on SS, a small part-time income, basic Medicare and Medicaid (no supplementary insurance). And I am happy. I have no personal link with friars but the Franciscan values and ideals persist. I live them in my own way "a simple life is a very happy one" (to take off from Gilbert and Sullivan).

Of the names I recognized, to those persons, something inside of me extended and reached out to touch them as if they were close biological kin. Yet the Lord has gently and sometimes violently led me onto my own evolutionary process, enabling me to grow up in a most unpredictable way. granting me so much adventure that I have no need for travel. I ve never opted for marriage and never will since I have no attraction for women, whom I respect very much. I ve been gay all my life, survived the system, and outgrew a guilt-ridden active life. I ve learned a hard lesson - how to be honest with myself and especially with everyone else. I had to leave because I could no longer live a lie, which was aggravated with alcoholism. I do feel free now; I don t drink; I don t screw around. I have my true friend, who has helped me very much in getting my life straightened out, and I have helped him. Together we are growing up. As a Phantom troubadour, I have music as an art and therapy and prayer - like the quiet juggler who performed in front of the statue of the Madonna.

Pax et bonum. Stephen Yonick formerly Anaclete (i.e. "Arise, O chosen one!")

27 Mar 2000 Gale White moved to 4306 Walnut Hill Lane, Dallas TX 75229-6346: Said, "Moved back to Dallas. Always enjoy DD!"

28 Mar 2000 Jack Hardesty : The Calvin College on-line bible study seems to have moved to: http://www.ccel.org/

2 April 2000 Clyde Ebenreck: Thanks, Gael, The Calvin College does look like an interesting site, and I have come to respect some of the philosophy that goes on at Calvin: not really what I expected of a "faith alone" church. For my home use I like Oxfords. The Complete Parallel Bible (contains, side by side, The New Revised Standard, The Revised English, the New American and the New Jerusalem versions). I also try not always successfully, to wean students away from using the Good News Bible towards something that is a bit more accurate.

There was an item in this week s Chronicle of Higher Education on the illiteracy (both general and biblical) of seminarians today. I found it sad reading these men and women will be out into the ministry in about three years and the seminaries are struggling with an age old issue: just how intelligent does the minister have to be?

I would like to hope that the pattern in catholic seminaries is different, but I recall visiting St. Joe s in the late fifties when Harold Jochem was registrar and seeing him walk into the rec room at the end of the day shaking his head and saying "Why do all the smart ones leave?" Thanks for the bible study site.

3 Apr 2000 Dan Mazar wrote from Clemson, South Carolina. Am having a few days of retirement here atClemson with the Jim & Sharon Fischer family. Thought I had better see some folks before going back to work. This snapshot (photo of Cowboy racing along in the Fischer's motor boat)Dan was taken under duress and I am not responsible for any nasty letters to the editor. ["click" on the picture for a larger view.] Publish at your own risk. Hope to see you at Mayslake in June. The war stories get richer with every retelling. More tales from the cloister. Am not anticipating any return to religious life. I just got my Zen in order and don t wish to upset my balance.

Zach Hayes, Cal Giesen, and I went to the Joffrey Ballet last week. Saw a revival of TRINITY. Made me want to go straight to the HEAD SHOP. Still a child of the 60 s.

4 Apr 2000 Mazar again: It was suggested that I reply quickly to tell you that I return to Chicago today so you won t keep sending messages to the land of dogwood and azaleas (Clemson). I did figure out the Smith/Farrell scam. I hope Farrell uses a tougher editor. I told Zach about the Farrell alias just so he would know it was a tale from the other side. I m slowly entering the 21st century. I just turned in my rotary phone for a touchtone machine. I m not a Luddite just slow.

5 April 2000 Bill McGee of Santa Rosa CA: On my desk there is a bit of Gael s omnipresence of DD in pages. You do well. You are so organized in the process to get DD going and out. [Bill, you said that too soon.] Technical gadgets and dot coms have made it easier for you. But I do not overlook your devotion to your sundry friends. Your high energy just appears to be working all the time. Never stops. How does Susan cope with your character and beauty? It is a miraculous study of "love and agony." [By forbidding me to sing, whistle, speak, or ejaculate a Laudeamus until she s finished with her morning coffee.] You two must make for passion.

I enjoyed Charlie Fenton, your buddy, bantering with you: "Gael, don t go Republican, you re getting close ... don t get blatantly conservative. You ll never be who you are." [Bill and Alice drove down with Mike Mooney to spend a night with Susan and me on their way to their annual protest at the School of the Americas, taking me with them in 2000. After dinner, Charlie Fenton came out to reminisce with them since he joined them for the trip the year before.]

The Mooneys came to [Santa Rosa, Calif., in March] and are gone. They were amazed at the beauty. It was all here when they lived here but this is the first time they saw it. I have similar feelings no matter where I go. Somehow, when I was active as a priest, the wonder world of religion is quite different than being struck wondrously by ant hills, mountains, shimmering aspens, and dancing waves. Nature was asleep under our toes and not much of it pinched our passions. Gerard Manley Hopkins would have written me of nature s charged power but I would have had deaf ears as a priest active in the ramifications of parochial life. I hope a young priest doesn t miss the ants, bugs, spiders, and leaf of a maple budding to catch an eye on Spring. However, some priests know the woods and the fairways and that s a start.

I m a bit catty here. Alice just went off to view Georgia O Keefe in SF. I m home to get prepared for a 100-mile bike ride down the California Highway One, a most delightful ride. My eyes are tearing up from the pollen. Beauty has its pain too.

You and Susan be sweet. Time is blessed and short breads don t come often. God be good to you, you are good to us.

[Bill s letter was encased in a card with one of his unutterable photos: this of sand dunes leading to turbulence of mists dissolving in mountains. Bill s photos are dearer than those of Ansel Adams. His jotting inside the card: "I now know why only children of God went off to the desert and stayed. They played on the edge of Eternity all the time. They liked that."]

7 April 2000 Rod Farrell aka Joe Smith: Bill Carroll tells us the latest DD is out; but we haven t gotten ours yet. How about a replacement copy. I ll fax it to Smith s purgatory number so he can keep abreast of what s afoot and thus maybe et ahead: maybe less time in purgatory where the heat has recently been turned up, because of inmates shenanigans and irreverence. Yours, Rod Farrell for Joe Smith et al. [This letter put me to checking what happened. A whole page of labels didn't get printed!]

10 April 2000: Gael called Carol Stachura of Elgin IL. Carol didn t get a hard copy of DD either, but since she had read Mel Griffith s copy in Lowell, Mass., she hadn t complained. On the phone, she said: Steve Laslo was stricken a week ago and is just recovering from meningitis. The infection attacked his brain in a way similar to the infection John Huxel got after brain surgery and he died from it. The Diaspora friends told the hospital personnel they d lost another friend five years ago so the medicos pumped lots of antibiotics immediately into Steve. Despite excruciating headaches, he is slowly recovering and will probably live. Whew!

Joan Burds, who wrote so delightfully in DD30 about caring for her 90-year-old mother in Arkansas, took some much needed R&R, said Carol, by visiting Ireland. Her mother died and since Joan couldn t be contacted, her body was shipped back home to Iowa. Carol was commissioned to meet Joan at the airport, give her the news, and redirect her to Iowa for the funeral. Carol and Joan were from neighboring small towns in Iowa between Dubuque and Cedar Rapids and met each other at the Franciscan convent in Dubuque. I finally got to visit it briefly last year (July 2000).

12 April 2000: Gael called Jim Schmitt in Nebraska. He gave me Uhlinger s new phone numbers. Jim has a new eddress (JSEgg of computer-concepts.com). He s doing fine and plans to retire at 65. I ll believe they ll let an active priest like him retire so young when I see it.

Apr 12 2000 Jack Bartz forwarded a Chicago Tribune article by John Chase: "Mansion Make Over Sees Jump In Price. Mayslake Plan May Top $4 Million, Officials Say." [I have shortened this. See Web page for more..]

Like the hidden staircase in Francis S. Peabody s Mayslake mansion in Oak Brook, a secret has been discovered by DuPage County Forest Preserve District officials while trying to renovate the building. It s going to cost more money than they had first thought.

A decision Thursday by Forest Preserve commissioners to keep a large wing that wasn t part of the original 1921 mansion, combined with a faulty heating system within that wing, has caused a fiscal bump in the overall estimate of the project to roughly $4 million, $1 million more than previous estimates.

By holding on to the so-called retreat wing, which is not considered historically significant, the district will meet federal standards by building restrooms and an entrance accessible to the disabled without altering the historic integrity of the mansion on the National List of Historic Places. Commissioners also chose to keep the 50,000-square-foot, three-story wing because it provides growth opportunities for the entire Mayslake Forest Preserve, on 31st Street just west of Illinois Highway 83. Franciscan monks, who owned the mansion after Peabody s death in 1922 until 1991, built the retreat wing in the 1950s and housed those who came to Mayslake for religious retreats.

The mansion has been closed to the public since 1992, when the Forest Preserve District bought the 90-acre Mayslake Estate for $17.5 million.

Recently hired mansion supervisor Jerry Bulifant said opening the doors is the necessary precursor to getting the mansion renovated and finished. By allowing people inside, he said, philanthropist groups likely will be impressed by the home s grand interior and will want to invest in its future.

"When you see the mansion, it really shows this era of opulence that no longer exists," Bulifant said. Designed by Chicago architect Benjamin Henry Marshall, also the architect for Chicago s Drake Hotel and Edgewater Beach Hotel, the 39-room Tudor Revival mansion was built to mirror a 16th Century English castle built by a duke under King Henry VIII.

Peabody, who made his fortune in the coal industry, had Mayslake built as his retirement estate and named it after his first wife and daughte, both of whom were named May. He lived there with his second wife. Inside, the home features massive living and dining rooms floored with Italian marble, and a large library with mahogany walls and built-in bookcases. Doors are handcrafted, as was a secret stairway that led from the mansion s basement to its second floor. Some walls also had secret panels where Peabody could hide documents or other items, Bulifant said.

Unfortunately for Peabody, he enjoyed the home for only a few months. He suffered a heart attack and died while on a fox hunt on the Mayslake grounds, Bulifant said.

Follow up article: DuPage County Forest Preserve Commissioners on Tuesday overwhelmingly agreed to retain a wing of the Peabody mansion in Oak Brook that has no significant historic value. With a 20-1 vote, the Forest Preserve Commission approved holding on to the so-called retreat wing of the mansion, which was built in the 1950s by Franciscan friars. Commissioners said they hoped to use the three-story structure, which includes a 250-seat chapel, for weddings, conference and performances.

"We have the building already there, why not use it instead of tearing it down?" Commissioner Olivia Gow (R-Elmhurst) said. "If we re going to make money at Mayslake, we re going to need a building like this."

... Gow said she has studied other historic buildings and discovered that what makes money for them is not the historic buildings themselves, but nearby support buildings that provide for conferences and other events. With the retreat wing already there, she said, it would be best to use the building for such purposes. In addition, Gow said, the retreat wing allows the Forest Preserve District to meet federal standards by building restrooms and an entrance accessible to the disabled without altering the historic integrity of the mansion.

13 April Rod Farrell medium for Joe Smith in limbo/Chicago: Thanks from us all for the latest DD. Good issue. With Smith now of "glorious memory," there will be no more of the vulgar f-word or upsetting controversies. All is peace and piety. There was a typo or two: in the celestial marriage celebration the words are KIDS not KINDS and a DOG not "a god". Smith, in life, was NOT a neo-pagan; but he told me once at twilight that a preSocratic fragment says that "If dogs or frogs were theologians, the deity would be the Big Woof or Croak in the Sky." I think it was that fun-lovin misanthrope, Heraclitus, Heidegger s mentor, who said this.

Anyway, Franco, Tito, Smith, et al., are still defunct (like the "ex-parrot" in Monty Python) but functioning differently in Tartarus, Sheol, whatever. Love, peace, and a few laughs. P.S. Smith s Kinder are installing a computer and e-mail. So, snail mail is a matter of quaint history. Wonders never cease. [Or do they? No e-mails yet from the Other Side.]

15 April 2000: This Mayslake Web page came from Jack Hardesty, OFM: http://www.dupageforest.com/PRESERVES/mayslake.html

19 Apr 2000 Kay Skonieczny: I did not get a hard copy of the digest. Hope all is well with you and Susan. I just returned from Maui where I was for 8 days watching whales and swimming with the turtles. It was my first vacation in 3 years and felt really good! Have a blessed Easter! Kay

20 April 2000 from USA Today 3D: Web site finds case for Latin broadcasts: Nuntii Latini (world news in Latin) has been broadcast for five minutes daily on Finnish Radio. Fans in 60 countries including a priest in Peru listen over shortwave. Existing words, not neologisms are used so e-mail = cursus electronicus, file = documentum electronicum. For more information: www.yle.fi/fbc/latini/index.html = Nuntii Latini; www.csbsju.edu/library/internet/latin.html = Latin Language and Literature; www.ucc.uconn.edu//~hasenfra/wlatin.html = Lingua Latina; www.perseus.tufts.edu/Texts/latin_TOC.html = The Perseus Project at Tufts University. [Qui bene distinguit, bene cognoscit. JB.]

21 April 2000 Bob Willford: Yeah, hi there, Gael. Thanks for the word on the Latin sites. I ll get back to you when I ve had a chance to take a look at them. As regards Joe Smith s "death," what the hell s the point? Are we supposed to find fabrications about death funny or what? I was taken in, and I really don t appreciate it very much. Boy, I wish this guy would get over himself. Thanks for asking, Gael. Keep up your good work. Pax et bonum ! Bob [O si tacuiesses, philosophus manisses. JB]

21 Apr 2000 Clyde Ebenreck: Re your asking about Joe Smith, I was delighted. Especially when the first thought I had was "Damn it, I missed seeing a notice of his death, must have missed an issue of Diaspora." Then a bit more reading I saw Joe s hand at work and marveled at his creativity and irony. The creativity reminded me of a recessional he played at the T-town parish church. A key got stuck so he improvised the entire thing. If memory serves, it was an ordination where all the bigwigs were there and so the music had to continue. Of course, Joe may have a completely other recollection, but that is mine.

I very much like his take on issues. No curtailment needed from my point of view.

Getting ready for my Good Friday lunch: baked potato with a butter onion dressing that I first encountered in the novitiate. Kneeling for the meals on good Friday didn t seem so bad when those wonderful spuds and dressing came out.

[I haven t promoted our diaspora list group like I should, but it s fun when I use it.Clyde s and Jim Tye s letter below both came via it. To join in, go to: http:/www.onelist.com/viewarchive.cgi?listname=Diaspora_ofm]

24 April 2000 Jamestye of aol.com: Looking forward to seeing the article about keeping catholic hospitals catholic. If it means like some are doing here they treat Medicaid young women and will not deal with birth control and some form of protection. They are really seeing the laws they have made or bought into and not the needs of the individual person.

I am just in from Miami and Bahamas visited my daughter and two grandchildren. It is sure hot there. I prefer my Chi town. My best to all the guys. - Jim Tye

25 April 2000 Bob Wilson of Munich: It s not my style to join or subscribe to anything, so it s possible you got my address from Tony [Lutz], who has been trying to save my soul for 35 years. I have to admit that I only glance through DD superficially and with mixed feelings. The most unhappy years of my life were the six years I spent in the SHP [Sacred Heart Province], but the rewarding moments were spent in the classrooms at Mayslake and Quincy. The guys I taught at Mayslake were the best I ve ever known. I m grateful to DD for the info about these wonderful guys - their lives and deaths have moved me. However, the contributions of two writers I ve known since the 50s have really depressed me.

Last week, a dear friend, Karl Paulitshek, died, and I think a lot of your readers would like to know what happened to him. I d be happy to submit a biographical sketch for a future issue.

It must be possible for you to e-mail me and save postage.

Tell John [Miller] he would be a welcome guest in Munich, but I wouldn t appreciate having him and Tony at the same time. Addresses: Robert Wilson, Kunigundenstr. 23, Munchen 80802, Germany, Tel: 089-331706, Bob-Friedi.Wilson of t-online.de

May 2000 issue of Shambhala Sun: a Buddhist culture meditation life magazine found at the local health food emporium had a well-written article about St. Francis of Assisi by Gretel Ehrlich. Beautiful reproductions of Giotto s murals on the life of Francis decorated it. My thanks to Marj Stellar for spotting it.

3 May 2000 Rod Farrell/Joe Smith: I just noticed there s a family pig-roast in the northern suburbs June 10th. I ll struggle to see if I can attend OFM 2000 at Mayslake. If not, Smith sends his celestial benedictions, slightly singed from purgatorial fires. He gets to cool off Sundays in ... [I seem to have lost the rest of the letter - or not.]

3 May 2000 John Miller: Glad you heard from Bob Wilson OFM. Tell him Sandy and I say hello and remember him with great fondness. He loved to tease people, and especially seemed to enjoy giving me a hard time. I deserved it. I understand that Lutz flies over quite a bit, one of the fringes of working for a airline.

5 May 2000 Brennan to Gael: Responsorium: Sent you the letter and spam below on 4/30. Perhaps you didn t get it? Thanks for the corrections and I will do what you wish. [Send an e-mail announcement of June reunion to all who are online.] Pax Domini sit semper tecum.

Zeke, I have been in hibernation; it s a Hibernian thing. I have been busy directing a variety show in Sarah s school. The show is over now and it was a big success. I called it the "Garfield Follies" since Sarah s school is Garfield Elementary. About a week before the show I realized that not even the parents were aware of the Ziegfield Follies, so the nuance was lost on everyone but me!

I have been working hard at the hospital and am thinking about increasing my hours there just to avoid having to bill insurance companies. However, I will probably always maintain a small practice.

I have been having some conflict with this young PhD psychologist. She doesn t seem to realize that I was evaluating and treating patients when she was in elementary school. We did have a confrontation last week and it seems it went well. I was therapeutically correct and told her that what she was doing did not feel good. Perhaps next time I ll say something stronger.

I have a new computer, an Emachine. It is fast and has lots of space. In order to get this computer for about $250, I had to agree to use CompuServe for three years. It is a good service merged with AOL a while back. The one thing I don t like about it is that the address book is not as good as Juno s.

Gayle just got a new full-time job at the community college. She does not like working at any venue, but she is pleased that they appreciate her at work.

Rachel will be graduating on June 13. I m not sure how she will do it given the lack of time and energy she puts into it. When I get nervous about her school work, I try to remember the adage: "The apple doesn t fall far from the tree." You may recall that I was 21 when Klein handed us our high school diplomas in the jakes at St. Joe s in 1957.

Michael continues to be a good and disciplined student. He loves his skate board and his snow board. He is very reliable; I know it is Thursday when I come home at night and he has the garbage out to be picked up on Friday a.m.

Sarah is learning the guitar and playing basketball every chance she gets. I played her in HORSE today and I beat her by one. (I think she had mercy on the old man!) I just asked her if she let me win and she denies it except maybe one time she missed a shot so we could keep playing.

Becky is thinking about coming up here this summer with her family. Hope she does. She s fun to have around and I thoroughly enjoy her children.

Do you know any of our class who are going to be at Mayslake in June for sure? Sorry about my silence, it wasn t for lack of thinking about you.

5 May 2000 Gael to Bob Wilson: Thanks for a great letter, Bob. I so enjoyed hearing from you. Have known of you from the distance. I sent John Miller a copy. I accept your offer to write a bio of your friend Karl Paulitshek but I d love one of you too. Many here know you but my class and groups around me just missed you. What years did you teach at QU and at Mayslake? How did you get to Germany? Thanks for your eddress. Brennan will send DD to you by e-mail. You can always access the Digest on Hardesty s Diaspora home page too.

5 May 2000 John Miller writes when Gael asks how he met Bob Wilson: Gael: This is pure recollection, and I could be off a year. I started at Quincy College in 1962, and I believe Jerome (Robert) Wilson OFM began teaching German at the College in the fall of 1963. From what I and Sandy recall, he was only at the College that year, and she saw him at St. Peter s in the summer of 1964, just before he returned to Germany. The German department at Quincy was a one person department, and very weak before Jerome came. I was taking German, as a way to meet my language requirement, even though I did not find it easy. Jerome finally made it fun, and we looked forward to going to his class. I m not entirely sure why he beriended me, except that I was already a good friend of Francis Jerome s, who told him of my interest in things German. He began teasing me about looking like a "Northern German" even though my German forefathers were Bavarians who believed anything north was suspect and Prussian. He carried on a sort of banter with me, but he did that with many. I was very disappointed when he did not return the following year. The story seemed to be that he was unhappy in the States and wanted to return to Germany. I can t say I ever got to know him well in the short time he was at Quincy, but he made this then skinny, too serious, 19-year-old laugh at himself and laugh at life s absurdities. He just plain made you feel good in his presence.

7 May 2000 Kay Skonieczny wife of Ben (1959): Hi Gael, Yes, I did move twice when I sold my house in Carmichael it sold very quickly and I had to be out in about two months my downtown (midtown) place was in the process of being built it is brand new, so I had to move into an apartment for 6 months while waiting for my house to be finished.

Don t remember when I last wrote you if I had mentioned that my mother was sick towards the end of March. She died on Wednesday of Holy Week, April 19. I had been with her two weeks prior for 6 days when she was quite ill (a urinary tract infection) but she was improving so I went home. She was doing better even the day she died and then about 7:30 in the evening when the night nurse went in to give her meds, Mom pulled her over to her, looked at her and said "I m dying" and lay back on the pillow, started to breathe irregularly and within about 20 minutes was gone. My sister lives there and was working at the hospital next door to where my mother was. They called her at work, she came immediately but Mom was already gone when she got there. Amy, Molly and I went to Arizona last weekend for a service in the chapel of the care center where she lived. I picked up her ashes and the girls and I will be going to Chicago this Wednesday for a Memorial Mass on the 13th at St. Joseph s Church in Chenoa, Illinois. That is the church that my mom and dad were married in and my older sister and I were baptized there.

When my dad died in April of 97, four months after Ben, I did not have the energy to go back for the Mass and burial. I had been able to be with my dad for 2 days prior to his death and stayed for the service in Arizona.

I was sorry you were not at Alicia s (Gael s niece) wedding (at Nevada City). It was a great event and was so wonderful to see all the Lacoste s! [My sister Joan and her family have been close friends of the Skoniecznys since Ben and Kay moved to Sacramento about 1979.] It is always so hard to say good-bye to people who have been such an intimate part of our lives; but I know that I have been greatly blessed to have also been so greatly loved. Love to you and Susan.

16 May 2000 John Miller (1967): On Saturday, we had the Newmans (Dennis 1967), Gregory Guerrero (1961) and the Cowboy (Dan Mazar 1966) here. The food was outstanding (pork tenderloin with caramelized Vidalia onions) as usual. The wine was good and the conversation flowed. We spent some time on the Diaspora Web site looking at the pictures. Apparently none of the others had seen them, and they were filled with reminiscences, and got their fingerprints all over my screen. Greg stayed overnight rather than make the long 2-hour, late night, drive home. It was good to see everyone. Cowboy talked about possibly having a job offer at a university in South Carolina, seemed excited, but wasn t sure he would take it. That s about it. Cowboy mentioned that you have a picture of him from South Carolina, which, to his surprise you haven t sent everyone. I inquired if perhaps the picture was pornographic, which got him on to Charlie Cantlon s "bun run" in Montana.

17 May 2000 Two responses for area code updates: Jack Bartz: Zeke, The phone book puts out a map with the area codes. For the most part, 630 is in DuPage County; 708 is west and south suburban Cook County.

John Miller: 312 is Chicago s loop only 773 is Chicago outside the loop. 847 s Evanston north to Wisconsin. 630 includes Downers Grove, Hinsdale, Glen Ellyn, Naperville, Aurora. 708 is Oak Park south and includes Orland Park, LaGrange and Cicero.

The upshot is that I have Chicago-area codes wrong in my DD data files. Use this. G

17 May 2000 Kay Skonieczny: I got the digest but haven t had time to read it yet. We had the Memorial Mass and burial for my mom in Illinois this past Saturday. It all went very well; we gave her a great send off.

Amy is on her way in August to Minneapolis where she will begin a Ph.D. program at the U. of M. She got a great offer there and is excited about the opportunity but certainly has mixed feelings about leaving the West Coast (and me). Her area is political science and she wants to teach, write and do research. Molly is looking into art school programs and is seriously thinking about moving to New York. I will miss them greatly but it is important to me that they pursue their dreams and goals. Peace.

[Gael replied: Amy will be in a good diaspora town. Charlie Bloss, Phil Eiden, Bob Ansgar Hankey, are all from Ben s era.

Molly will love New York. You ll miss them, though. Glad you had a good last hurrah for your mother.]

20 May 2000 Erv Pfeifer: wrote about attending Conveniat 2000 and hoped I could help him find some of his classmates of the class of 59 (simple profession): Robert Bobber, George Bracco OFM, Kenneth Brune, James Crone, Barnabas Diekemper, Ramiro Dominguez, Tom Ess OFM, Frank Flinn, Frank Francovich, Frank Fratus, Kurt Hartrich OFM, Jim Hoffman OFM, Larry Isabell OFM, Paul Kertz, Donald Krutek, Ralph Kuhle, Richard Mayer, Al Merz OFM, David Moroney, Kenneth Ortegal, Richard Phillips OFM, Richard Praszniewski, James Schmitt, Maury Smith, Jerome Thelen OFM, Cullan Uhlinger, Ed Vela, Gerald Voss, Leon Wemhoff.

I can t find my reply to his fax that included his email address. I hope I noted that he had a lot of still active classmates reachable through the provincial Web site: Bracco, Diekemper, Ess, Hartrich, Hoffman, Isabell, Merz, Phillips, and Smith. I probably referred him to DD#28 in which I listed many of those addresses plus Wemhoff, Uhlinger, Voss, Schmitt, Ortegal, Moroney, Mayer, Kuhle, Krutek, Kertz, (Fratus is dead), Flinn, and Crone. I m not in contact with the others so if anyone can send me data on Bobber, Brune, Dominguez, Francovich, Praszniewski, or Vela, we d appreciate it.

25 May 2000 Dick Korn: Just wanted to say that Madeleine and I plan on being at the Fairfield Inn, 1940 Melbrowning St., Bowling Green, KY 270-782-6933 this Sunday and Monday. It s a Memorial Day family reunion of sorts, equidistant from Homewood, IL, Columbus, SC and Columbus; We may see you or the Nashville friars. Could you quickly tell me who s there of the OFMs with their latest phone and address? I plan on getting to the Chicago area gathering also in early June. Thanks for DD#30 and all your efforts with interchange of info.

27 May Bob Wilson on Karl Paulitschek: A week ago today we had a memorial mass for Karl in Bamberg at the Carmelite church, and at the same time we celebrated his mother s 85th birthday. Some of the few living relatives Czech and German came together to commemorate Karl and to be with Martha, a very healthy and personable woman with instant recollection and a rare ability to entertain. There were tears and laughter. Siegfried Karl Paulitschek was born at Bad Kudova, Upper Silesia, on April 18, 1941. His father, Gerhard, whom Karl believed was extremely nationalistic, received a commission and fell in the siege of Leningrad in 1942. Karl and his mother fled the vengeful Poles to relatives in Czechoslovakia in 1945, and as the German language was forbidden, Karl quickly learned Czech. When they reached Chicago in 1949, the name Siegfried had to be dropped, so little Karel became Karl for the rest of his life.

After graduation from St. Augustine s elementary school, Karl entered St. Joseph s at Mayslake and completed high school there in 1960. Although I didn t have him in class, I knew him because he had spent the summer of 1959 in Germany and came back pretending to know things his teachers didn t knw. Our paths crossed again when Karl was in my advanced German class in Quincy in 1962. After two years at Quincy, Karl transferred to DePaul and graduated in 1965. He was commissioned in the U.S. Navy and served as navigator-engineer of phantoms with two tours on the USS Coral Sea. He was shot down over Vietnam but ironically died 30 years later of a crippling form of muscular dystrophy, which couldn t be diagnosed with certainty. It is believed the disease was war related.

While still in the Navy, Karl was recruited by Honeywell, but he discovered that what Honeywell manufactured, he could, too. He founded his company, Controlco, in Orange County, and made electrical panels and controls for air conditioning and lighting systems. Some of his best customers were Disney Land and Anaheim Stadium. A year before Karl s death, without consulting his wife and two daughters, Karl made all the arrangements to provide for his family and for his burial. After a memorial service attended by his many friends and business associates, and the day after what would have been his 59th birthday, Karl s ashes were scattered at sea off the California coast.

It was a privilege to have known Karl, and to come to know well his family here and in the Czech Republic. I think it s rare that a teacher becomes a life-long friend of a student and shares in his joys and sorrows.

This is but a thumb-nail sketch. I might send you something about myself later. All the best, P.S. Note my new e-mail: B-F.Wilson of t-online.de

29 May 2000 Bob Wilson replies: [I d replied on Memorial Day] Gael, American holidays aren t observed here, unless you work for the US Govt, then you are a big winner getting both countries s holidays. No, we did not get the wind and destruction that hit France last year. I have friends in Normandy who are still doing repairs.

I should have looked a little closer at the Karl bio I sent you. The spelling mistakes really hit you between the eyes. There are times when I think I m losing it at 73. I hope this will pass. Before my text goes to print, please correct the mistakes. I imagine there are countless stories like Karl s, but few would know what happened to their friends and classmates. I remember a guy who was around Billie s time and whose name I think was John Spielmann from Cleveland. I called him the Spieler, and he named me Willy the Whip, or simply the Whipper. Obviously, John didn t have a vocation, but you never forget a guy like that. I m slowly, very slowly, recovering from prostate surgery, but when I m feeling a little better, I ll send you something about myself. Greetings, Bob

30 May 2000 Dick Korn: Gael, Thanks for the comeback and the info on the Nashville area friars. It came too late but I will keep it for another trip; Madeleine and I will be in Horse Cave, Kentucky, in late June to meet with a brother- and sister-in-law from Texas who will be in Nashville for a Unitarian Universalist Assembly. Horse Cave? We have common acquaintances there in Tom Chaney and family who run the used-book-store-eatery there.

We had a good couple of days with my brothers and their families at the Fairfield Inn in Bowling Green. On Sunday we got to Opryland and then to the renovated area of downtown Nashville. I couldn t even think about visiting you with two carloads of family in tow and on short notice.

We discussed a trip we that three brothers and wives will take to Prague and Slovakia in August.

30 May 2000 Jack Christensen new eddress: : Sorry for the delay. Am leaving for Rome and Italy tour with Phil Hoebing and a group from QU in the morning. Celebrating Phil s 50th ordination. I really wanted to make the Westmont celebration, but I have known Phil for nearly 50 years (he taught me, concelebrated my 1st Mass and we taught together so this seemed to take precedence).

Yes, my trip from Florida was a quick one and sorry I could nt stop to visit, but Kippen (Labrador friend) said she wanted to get home. Was in St. Louis by 8:45p.m. that evening. Other than that all is well with the Christensen clan: Carrie a massage therapist in Chicago; Kate just finishing 1st year law school at U of Maryland and Jenny in summer school at Indiana U so she can finish on time. Susan working hard and very successfully with her company so I can take trips. Yours truly finally found ideal job after 66 years working part time running the pro shop at local golf course (little pay and free golf...).

I look forward to reading about the Westmont gathering (imagine the stories will have grown over time) and to see who made it. Take care and I ll say "hello" to Francis when we hit Assisi. Jack

2 June 2000 Gael to Anton, Dick Korn, with copies to Scott Kuhle, Richard Lohkamp, James Tye, and our discussion group: Dear Richard Korn, Susan says you called and left a message. No, I won t see you at the reunion because etc., etc.

Cullan Uhlinger called yesterday. He ll be staying at the Clubhouse Inn. Give all a hug from me. Pax vobiscum.

2 June 2000 Herb Rempe ofm Hi Gael, Your message found me. I am here at St Pete s. 110 W. Madison, Chicago, Ill. 60602 - I have been here since January after a good six months sabbatical. I work in the Friars Legion Office, and work some with Br. Clarence in the business office.

I am going back to Hastings [Neb.] this coming week for a wedding and to spend a week with Mother. She is alone since Dad died a year ago. She is near 90 and doing OK yet.

3 Jun 2000 Dick Korn: Thanks for the info on the Mayslake Conveniat. I should have guessed that the problem with contacting Jack Bartz was the area code; the first rule in dealing with phone problems in larger metro areas anymore is seeing if the area code is up to date since yesterday!

5 June 2000 Bob Willford : Help. You gave the time of the get together, but I can t find any correspondence with the date on it. I d really love to make it, and I m sorry I won t see you there. Thanks much. Bob (Woozy) [Bob, take notes at the reunion please. I hope several of you will keep a roster of names and profession years for publishing in DD31. Write down any stories, events, that tickle your fancy. I m dying to hear and so are others. I ve had a few phone calls of folks going and I am fiercely envious.]

5 June Gael had written: Dear Bob Waeltermann and Tom Higgs, A classmate of mine, Anton Braun of Indianapolis, asked for details the other day. See below for what I sent him. I don t believe I have you on my mailing list so please send some particulars: when you were at St. Joe s, year of simple profession if you went to novitiate, etc. What s your mailing address, phone, etc. We ll send you the electronic newsletter if you like.

You ll have a good time at the home of John Bartz afterward. I put Bartz long list of hotels/motels in the Diaspora Digest. He can e-mail it to you if you don t know where to stay. My classmate from St. Louis, John Behl, plans to be at the reunion. He lives in Kirkwood, west of St. Louis.

How d you hear about the Conveniat or gathering of the friars; in the diaspora? Enjoy Saturday. I have heard from many my age (novitiate 1959-60) and quite a few older and younger around me will be there. I d guess a good 60 people will be there. Probably more. Hope you ll stay in contact and give me your impressions of the gathering. [As it turned out, quite a few who planned to attend didn t make it to Mayslake. And some unexpectedly showed up.]

6 June 2000 Bob Waeltermann of St. Louis (1966-68 at St. Joe s) : Re St Joe s reunion next Saturday June 10, 11 a.m - 4pm at Mayslake until...

I am psyched up for Saturday. I finished 3 years of minor seminary at St. Joe s, then returned home to St. Louis to finish high school and college. I attended St. Joe s from 1966-1968. Prior to 1968, I was absolutely sure that the Franciscan priesthood was for me; after 1968, I was fairly certain it was not, but still I wonder.

I am a biochemist here in St. Louis, have been married to a wonderful woman (Kathy) for almost 29 years, and have 2 college age kids (Anne, 22) (Paul, 20. I am still living close to St. Anthony of Padua parish in south St. Louis where I grew up and see Fr. Ken Rosswog often. I am considering the Lay Deaconate here at my parish of Holy Family, not far from St. Anthony s. Need any more bio? Let me know.

I m looking forward to meeting you all on Saturday. Tom Higgs and I will be traveling together (somehow). Possibly from Quincy, Illinois. Thanks, Bob Waeltermann, 3170 Harlequin Lane St. Louis, Missouri 63139-1776. Would love to receive the electronic newsletter via .

June 2000 Herb Rempe : Hi Gael, You were close in your analysis of my email address. Breh is herb reversed, and jr is for James Rempe. Real simple. I would sure love to see you Sunday, however I will be in Quincy for Phil Hoebing s 50th Jubilee. He and Bro. Clete VanAckeran and I were real good friends and spent many a night together out at the camp cooking up gourmet meals and telling stories. Keep in touch, I m sure our paths will cross someday.

We have a lot of construction going on here at St. Pete s, trying to make the lobby, church, and basement handicap accessible. We have lots of noise and dust for the time being.

10 Jun 2000: Marty Hegarty: As of July 9 I will no longer use MSN as my server. You may begin to use my new address immediately. . Thanks for keeping in touch. [This is the man in Chicago who puts out WEORC for ex-clergy looking for jobs and other more spiritual messages. He s on my mailing list and has been for years. He used to bring us more news about Tony Lutz and consistently mentions Jack & Cheryl Bartz interesting activities. Gael]

12 June 2000 Dick Korn sent the first account of the Reunion: Just returned yesterday from a great conveniat at the Peabody house and Portiuncula and later at Jack Bartz house. John Doctor, Dennis Koopman and Don Blaeser were there with about 25 friar-wife couples and a few like myself, whose wives were absent. I m sure you will see a list from the sign-up sheet that includes everyone that was there, but let me mention a few for now. For starters, congratulations to Jack Bartz, Cheryl and daughter Fran for great coordination and hospitality; I hope others who thought of going to such an event will be there next time (whenever that may be) because I can say that it was worth every bit of the 12-hour round trip drive for me from Columbus.

God, I hadn t seen some of the guys for 40 years; you wanted to cry with joy. To meet so many supportive spouses who raved about our esprit de corps was a big surprise. Tom Leenerts and his wife all the way from Washington State (Tom and I were together in Belem at Batista Campos way back in comunidade de base days); Jim and Maria Tye, Bob Link (just to mention the "Brazilians"); classmate Ron Pfeifer; Jerry Klein; Jerry and Pat Krull; Dennis Griffin; Ray Konrath; Jerry Etzkorn; Cullan Uhlinger; Dick and Joan Lohkamp; and many more.

I wish Madeleine could have been there to know me better via the conversations, stories, songs and remembering that went on.

15 June 2000 Mike Mooney called. He said he and Judy celebrated their 30th anniversary June 12th, and Mike s mother Dorothy, known to many of us, died the next day the day after the reunion. She was about 90 years old.

16 June 2000 Keith & Helene Eckrich: Keith & I went to have Chinese food, which we love, for lunch before the dry spell of NO Chinese food while we are in Ireland, which is where we are flying tomorrow, June 16, for 13 days to visit my grandparents roots (my father s parents & my mother s mother all came from County Donegal).

Before I broke open my fortune cookie I said, "It s going to say You will be traveling far & wide " I broke open my cookie & it said "You will soon be crossing the great waters." I figure they meant the Atlantic. A good omen.

18 June 2000 Jack Bartz reports on Conveniat 2000: Last weekend we had the ingathering of all the tribes of the Diaspora at a mostlysunny Mayslake Forest Preserve. 53 people attended the event that stretched from 11 a.m. at Mayslake until after 9 p.m. at the 237 Middaugh spaghetti dinner.

OFM ReunionI will be sending you a picture of the group in front of the Portiuncula Chapel and a listing of those who registered. Unfortunately, some of the addresses were difficult to decipher from the handwriting, but I am trying to get some corrections before I pass it on to you. ["click" the pic]

People were asking "Where s Zeke?" A more detailed reportage will be forthcoming. However, since I will be away for the next two weeks, and then have to catch up with what was missed, I cannot give you an accurate estimate of when this will occur. Remember: All good things come to those who wait as your mother used to tell you. Peace and all good to you and Susan. Jack (Cheryl and Fran)

Gael replied: Thanks, Jack. I ve heard only good things about the gathering. Good work. Only you and Korn have sent a narrative report so far. I m hoping for more. I was so envious of those who could go. I noted the hours as you were meeting. Susan and I were driving to Gatlinburg for the annual TML conference those five hours. I tried more than a year ago to get one or the other dates changed but you ll remember both attempts failed. You said that you d have to stick with the date they gave you and my boss said she wasn t about to change hotel commitments for more than 1,000 people. That was in early 1999, in both cases. But as you said, no matter what you do, someone isn t going to be able to make it. That s the second one I missed (Spokane was the first). Have a blessed, peace giving summer. You ve earned a rest. Zeke

20 Jun 2000 Dan Mazar s report on the reunion: Am visiting here at Clemson with the Fischer family. Thought I should take advantage of the summer break before I decide on what to do in my next life. Now that you have put my face on the web I can no longer travel incognito.

Did stop at Mayslake to celebrate the chapter of Mats with Jack Bartz et al. Several folks remarked about your absence. So we told even bigger lies about you since you weren t there. Jerry Etzkorn sends his regards and was disappointed that you were MIA. We had a good group. And a better time. The Portiuncula is now being used for weddings. The retreat house is being remodeled but is a long-term project. The white bridge is gone as is the grotto at the bottom of second lake. All of the landmarks have disappeared. I suppose that Jack has filled you in for the next issue of the Digest. Anxiously await his report to the Provincial in exile. The Fischers have kindly put me on line to visit with you. 20 June 2000 Tony Lutz: A new, shadowy character is writing to DD by the name of Rod Farrell of Chicago. However, regarding his choice of words, I have to say, "He ain t got no couth." After a baseball game in Humphrey, Neb., if we wanted to give someone an accolade we would say, "He s got couth." His standing up for gays as a civil rights issue lacks plausibility. I know of ex-gays but do any of you know an ex-African American?

There is nothing more important in reviving faith than to read sacred scripture and the Fathers of the Church daily. So many recent converts to Catholicism say that by reading the patristic writings they came to realize that the early church and the present Catholic church are identical. The words Jesus sent back to John the Baptist come to mind: "How happy are those who have no doubts about me."

Gael gave us a report on picketing the School of the Americas (SOA) at Ft. Benning. If teachers and class material there taught immorality, you fire the teachers and change the class texts. But why shut down the school? Methinks someone is protesting too much.

When some your writers have church doctrinal problems I think the real problem is with the divinity of Christ. We are returning to Nicea. Nothing is new in church controversies, just a regurgitating of battles that have been won.

But let me bring you up-to-date about Sue and me. We traveled to St. Petersburg and Moscow in December. As supporters of "Aid to the Church in Russia" we wanted to be present for the consecration of the restored Immaculate Conception Cathedral in Moscow. The Russian Orthodox Church refused to invite the Pope and so Cardinal Soldano, secretary of state, represented John Paul II. It was a glorious three hours church celebration. Sue would love to go back to Russia but only during summertime.

In early April, we made the Holy Year pilgrimage to Rome. The four great basilicas are splendid. I was especially moved at St. Paul s Outside the Walls. He is buried under the main altar. In the treasury you can still see the chains he wore when he arrived in Rome as a prisoner. A large statue of Paul as a Jewish rabbi stands in front of the basilica. The inscription on the base of the statue reads: "Preacher to the entire world." We stayed at a convent 15 minutes walk from the Vatican. A recently published book gives all the monasteries and convents in Italy that take in guests. The first three popes are buried at St. Peters and have popes interred there in every century except during the third and fourth centuries. Nine of the early popes were buried in the Catacomb of St. Callistus, which we toured.

During early June, I again took my two sons, Mike and Matt, to the Men s Conference at the Franciscan University of Steubenville, Ohio. Every dorm has a Bl. Sacrament Chapel. It is the most Catholic campus I ever visited. Vocations abound among its graduates and its pre-theologate discernment program is burgeoning. I met an 85-year-old doctor convert who was there taking a theology course.

Convert theologian Dr. Scott Hahn just made a six-tape series, "Indulge Yourself," exploding the many myths and misconceptions on indulgences. Church history shows us that preaching of indulgences can be abused but it is still an awesome gift from Jesus Christ to those who believe and are baptized into Him. Always, Tony.

23 Jun 2000: Jerry Etzkorn: Linda and I have now been happily installed at Fairfield Glade since retiring from The Franciscan Institute at St. Bonaventure University in 1995. When I m not playing golf (Mon. Wed. Fri.), I m working on making critical editions of three medieval Franciscan authors: Walter Chatton s Reportatio on Lombard s Sentences (he attacks Ockham on every page!); John Pecham, one-time provincial of the English Franciscans (1275-1278), later Archbishop of Canterbury (1279-1292 he was so pro-Franciscan and pro-Augustine that he managed to piss-off most of the English Dominicans and probably the continental ones as well); Marcus of Orvieto, who compiled a Liber de moralitatibus under the patronage of Benedict Gaetani who later became Boniface VIII. This latter gem has taken me to Spain to look at four manuscripts and libraries all over the place trying to track down the sources this guy cites (three times to Emory, once to University of Kentucky, once to John Hopkins Medical library, once to University of Tennessee, twice to the Library of Congress, once to the Smithsonian, and twice [from 3/19/00 to 5/3/00] to Catholic University). Needless to say, librarians have a special place in my heart: they are generally over-qualified and underpaid. The latter work Deus det mihi longam vitam will take up two volumes of about 650 pages each.

We left Olean with our three offspring in college. Kevin graduated from Quincy in 1996 with a degree in Business and is now with Paychex in Rochester. Alan graduated in 1997 from Indiana Institute of Technology with a degree in Engineering and is now a plant engineer with Hoffco-comet in Richmond, Indiana and Kierin (used to be Karen) decided to drop out of a Musical Theatre program at SUNY-New Paltz after two years. She s now selling stylish clothing in Greenwich, CT.

Since we ve been in Fairfield Glade, Allan Wolter has visited us almost every year when he was returning from Santa Barbara to St. Bonaventure. Together we collated the text of Duns Scotus s Parisian lectures on Book I of the Sentences,one of his latest works. Allan was the best teacher I ever had and really got me interested in philosophy. He s now going to pass his winters in St. Petersburg, Fla., and we hope that he ll continue to visit us en route to his winter home.

Coming back from Wshington, DC in May, the University of North Carolina at Asheville (prompted by one of my former students, now chair of the Philosophy Department) gave me an honorary degree in Humane Letters. Big EGO trip! Linda and I stayed at the Grove Park Inn overlooking the city of Asheville: the room was $260 a night. I told Linda: "This is it, kid, we ain t staying in digs like this any more!" Found out the Chancellor is a scratch golfer and he promised me a "come back" so he can help me fine-tune my game.

Linda and I went to the Chapter of Mats at Mayslake on June 10th and Jack and Cheryl and their daughter Fran did a fantastic job of organizing the event. They even orchestrated a spaghetti dinner for us at their home that evening. It was really neat getting together and it was encouraging for me to hear kind things from some of my former students: e.g. Dan Dolesh, Charlie Bloss, Jack Bartz and Cowboy.

I really enjoyed the report of "visions" that Rod Farrell got from FiFi: they were gems! I also got a chuckle out of Dan Tanna s narrative about my search for being in my cupped hands. You may also remember that the closest we could come to prime matter was a glob of peanut butter. Man, you guys have good memories: enjoy them while you can! And, Dan, we promise to get in touch the next time we re in the DC area, just please send us your email, snailmail and tele numbers. [See 11 Nov 99 above for e-ddress.]

25 June 2000 Gael to Jacks Brennan & Bartz & Hardesty: Frank Schwirtz has sent his phone number and eddress (see below) for inclusion in our data files. And, Brennan, happy ordination anniversary (yesterday). Our 34th. Susan and I chanced into an evening with [classmate] John and Candy Behl the day after the 40th anniversary of our simple vows in 1960. We were in St. Louis for a family reunion of her McMahon kin on Saturday and so spent Friday evening and Saturday morning with John and Candy. Then, they were off to their cabin in the midst of a 30-acre forest they own in Trowbridge, Ill.

We d been as far as South Dakota during the week. We left on Saturday, seven days after the TML conference and the diaspora reunion. Hope to get some accounts of the DD reunion event soon from those who attended. Dick Korn sent a good one. Sure hated missing Jerry Klein there. Behl and Anton called and wrote me about going, but didn t, at the last moment. Mooney s mother died last Monday, the day after he and Judy celebrated their 30th wedding anniversary with many relatives and friends. That was the diaspora weekend too.

I m also forwarding this to the OFM Diaspora list group as a kind of incentive to solicit reports and memories of the 2000 event. To one and all, it s good to travel and meet, to be home, to have brothers like you. I loved every inspiriting moment of the past week. The beauty was Umbrian. Pax vobiscum. Frank Schwirtz, 233 West Main, Elizabeth IL 61028, 815-858-3603

Dan & Jim26 June 2000 Jim/Sharon Fischer (of Clemson, S.C.) : Gael, After a week of Dan's wit and wisdom, we brought him to the airport at GSP yesterday. Attached are some photos of Jim and Dan. Keep in touch, Sharon

1 July 2000 Gene Katoski: Gael, here s the last Senior Friars Talk. Fr. Blane O Neill is my successor." Hope I still get the DD. Here is $5 for postage. GK

[You betcha, GK, you get DD until it stops coming.] The June issue featured two short obits. Fr. William (Aquinas - 1957) Schmidt OFM of Chaska. He taught 10 years at St. Joe s Mayslake until it closed in 1977 and served native Americans for 20 years. He sponsored annual serenity retreats for his recovering brethren. Fr. Vitus Duschinsky OFM of Chicago, born 1917, was provincial after 1969 and the one who when I met to ask about taking a leave of absence in 1973, granted it in five minutes before I could discuss it with him. He was certainly sunny and accommodating (too much so, I thought, but it worked out). In the 1980-90s he spent 19 years at T-Town, St. Francis parish.

6 Jul 2000 Jack Brennan: Zeke, Good wishes back to you for Independence Day. I have been lax in all things but work. The hspital keeps me busy; at times I have to stay there late to wrap up things and even then I sometimes don t get done what I want to get done.

The end of this month, brother Dan, sister Noreen and I will drive to Missoula, Mont., to attend the wedding of Don and Brigid (sister) Krutek s son. Many of my family will be there; seven out of 12 ain t bad...

Did I read that Klein attended the 2000 Conveniat? Man, sorry I couldn t be there. But Rachel s graduation had to take a front seat that weekend. She did well; not only graduated, but has some 15 or so college credits to her name. Michael continues to skate board with gusto; Sarah did well in the "largest three-on-three basketball tournament in the world" a few weeks ago. They block off the entire downtown and over 5,000 three person teams played for three days in a double elimination contest.

Got Etzkorn s letter about the reunion... I think he must have cc to you? Nothing more yet. On Fathers Day, all three of my kids thanked me for "being there" for them. What a happy moment that was for me; they really do notice how hard I try to be there!

My brother, Paul, his daughter, son-in-law, and grandson will be with us at the cabin during the week of August 12. If you happen to be in the area... It s been 20 years since you have seen that gracious space and it is quite different from that time.

There is a great article in "Sun" magazine in June issue about an Englishman who Franciscanizes his life. [Could that be the same Sun I mentioned above May 2000?] Our men s group will be discussing it tonight. The title is "Nothing to lose, but our illusions." I forget the author s name, but I think the Englishman s name is David Matthews? Grab and read if you can. If you can t find it, let me know and I ll mail you a hard copy. Peace and all good things to you and Susan. Affectionately,

6 July 2000 Cowboy Dan Mazar called to say how much he enjoyed the ofm reunion at Mayslake. Off the top of his head he came up with a partial list: Denis Koopman, John Doctor (provincial), Bob Link 1948, Jim Tye and Bob Feltman (novitiate 1957), Tom Leenerts (1954), Dan Dolesh, Ray Konrath, Dan and Sharon Tanna, and Gerry Krull of 1960, Dennis Griffin and Jerry Klein of 1959, Jim and Mary Zangs (1964), Bob Willford 1966, Jerry Etzkorn 1950, George Vaughn 1959-62 at St. Joe s (lives in Costa Rica with his wife), and Bob Waeltermann & Tom Higgs of St. Louis. - (Cowboy forgot to mention some of the wives.) Dick Korn 1958, Cullan Uhlinger (1959) "Grabber" Bartz 1963, who pulled the function together for us. And he did it well. Porta Potties were set up for the friars, Cowboy said.

The reunion continued until a scheduled wedding at the Portiuncula moved them over to the Bartz residence.

11 July 2000 Tony Lutz: Dear DD, In my last letter I forgot to mention that on my pilgrimage to Rome in April, I prayed for all the readers of DD as I often think of you and pray for you and I beg your reciprocation.

When I became a sacerdos inactivus, I joined CORPUS, and believed in its mission for a married priesthood. I no longer go along this path. I now support a group called "Standing With Peter" P.O. Box 2230, Brattleboro VT 05303, headed by Lawrence Mykele. It is simply a group of inactive and active priests loyal to the Holy Father and the Magisterium.

During his homily on his 80th birthday, the pope said: "I also think of those priests who, for various reasons, no longer practice the sacred ministry. ... For them, too, I pray fervently and invite everyone to recall them in prayer so that ... they may keep alive their commitment of Christian coherence and ecclesial communion. We are called to contribute in different ways to the formation of the community of the People of God, wherever providence takes us... that can, if necessary, extend to the scattering of our own blood, as it did for not a few of our brothers in the course of the last century."

On July 9, the pope denounced a large homosexual pride festival in Rome as offensive to Christians and said that homosexual acts are "contrary to the natural law." This plain language coming from "the conscience of the nations" throws the intolerant but politically correct gay propagandists into a tizzy. Recently, for two weeks running, Fr. Thomas Aldworth, OFM, pastor of St. Peter's downtown renowned Church in Chicago repudiates the God of the Old Testament and reflects most unscholarly on the stories of Adam and Eve and on Noah and the Ark and the deluge in the Sunday parish bulletin. I would suggest to him that he take a sabbatical and go to the Franciscan University of Steubenville, Ohio, for refresher courses in sacred scripture and theology. I'm sure that Dr. Scott Hahn in scripture and Dr. Regis Martin in theology would assist him in his pursuit of truth. Vale in Domino.

P.S. The enclosed card's frontispiece was taken from a priest's first Mass card. [The 4-inch by 2-inch card has a priest in chasuble holding paten under a radiating host in 1930s-50s illustrated catechism style - on back a reminder that Thursday is pray for priests day with the Brattleboro address above.]

[Editor's note: incisive as commentaries on someone else's apostolic activities are, I sure rather you mind your own business and tell about YOUR apostolate along the line of Isaac Braun's letter of Sept. 27 below, worthy of a friar minor and a good reminder to us pontificators major.] [My older, wiser brother - Dan - lives in downtown Chicago and is a faithful member of St. Peter's Church. I recently asked him what he thought of Fr. Tom Aldworth. He responds, "Fr. Tom is great for me. I go to his Masses whenever I can. His sermons are so refreshing. He makes me think. He can really talk to the common man. Other preachers don't seem to have a clue about what faith is about." Dan says that Tom has a way of making the Scriptures come alive. He is the opposite of doctrinaire. Instead of saying, "Jesus meant this or that," he poses questions about what Jesus might have meant. That approach makes me want to move back to Chicago to hear him. How often have we heard and seen the pontifications of preachers who tell us who God is? What arrogance for anyone to delineate the Almighty; to demystify God? Seems to me we learned that anthropomorphizing was at least a 20 yard penalty in our studies of the great exegetes. I suppose one can claim private inspiration or papal infallibility and that we have to see God the way someone else does. I think that since God made us all different - this seems empirically true to me - we should all have the right to understand faith from the lenses God gave us. Otherwise, we limit who God is, doctrine by doctrine by doctrine until we have a God who is no more than the mental machinations of humans. JB]

13 July 2000 Chris Reuter: sent along an interesting page from the July 1 St. Louis Post-Dispatch featuring a large photo of Rev. Bob Blattner (1965) and his wife Cathie who "share a ministry of ecumenical Catholicism. Bob Blattner runs the St. Louis area s first congregation of a new sect called the Ecumenical Old Catholic Church." The long article recaps Bob s life, entering St. Joe s at age 15, taking final vows, going to Taize, France to finish theology for 2 1/2 years, and ordained in 1971, taught at Hales until 1974. Having felt a need to date women, he took a four-year leave to get a degree in counseling, and left the priesthood in 1978, was laicized, and married Cathi Nowak, a former nun, in 1981.

"Last summer, Blattner heard about a new California-based sect founded by a Baptist. Its formal name is the John XXIII Ecumenical Old Catholic Church. It combines many Roman Catholic beliefs and rituals while accepting married and female priests." The new church ignored Bob s laicization and immediately accepted him as a priest. He began to hold worship services in St. Louis last November. His parish is the only Old Catholic Church congregation in Missouri or Illinois.

The former Baptist, Peter Hickman, who founded Bob s group (now up to 10 parishes totaling 7,000 members nationally), traces his apostolic succession as a bishop back through the older Old Catholic sect of 1870 to the Roman Catholic Church.

In his letter to me, Chris Reuter notes: "Here s an interesting bit of news for the Diaspora readership. I fail to comprehend why, even with Jesus license to bind and to loose both on earth and in heaven, some ecclesial ties are so casually severed while Apostolic Succession remains so compelling. Even in this day of cafeteria Catholicism, it s a rather peculiar diet of beliefs. Et alibi aliorum plurimorum sanctorum... -- I ll make sure you get the information on Corpus Christi s 2001 Centennial as we get it nailed down. Many of the brethren, including yourself, have connections here. - Chris"

[Indeed we do, Chris, and I can t wait to celebrate with you. It will be a Conveniat 2001 of some size for the diaspora too, if the timing is halfway right. Please, don t target mid-June. - It turned out that the first event did, but the big banquet is in the Fall. Alleluia.]

23 July 2000 Mazar: I just received word that Dr. Daniele, who was the dentist at Westmont for years, just died. Would you post this notice on the friars net so the guys who knew him could remember him. Should anyone care to send a condolence card to his son Frank, the address is: Frank Daniele, 1805 Sterling Court, St. Charles, Ill. 60174. Thanks, Dan Mazar

27 July 2000 Paul Stubenbort (1952-Josaphat) : Hi. Just got DD#30 and was wondering how the June reunion came out. I intended being there on my way back from California. But since my correspondence with Jack, I got the opportunity to give bus tours at Denali Natl. Park here in Alaska, which is where I m writing from now. My wife Pat and I are living in our RV and I give natural history tours through the park. Driving cross country we stopped in to see Shivers Shaughnessy in San Antonio. Another couple was with us at Easter Sunday Mariaci mass. Since it was this couple s wedding anniversary, Shivers invited them up to the altar at the end of mass and danced a little Mariaci with them while the band played on. No Jesuit that one. Stopped at San Diego to spend some time with Donnan and Lori Becker. Don was with us in novitiate and philosophy. Don s the one who composed a little skit we put on in novitiate. It played out to the tune of "There is nothing like a dame." Fortunately Alban hadn t seen South Pacific. I hope to see some more familiar faces on our return. Dave Fritz will be on our path and Chicago holds Friars galore. Mike Clarahan and I have stayed close. I ll have to find out who else is in Chicago.

Sorry about missing the reunion. I ll stay tuned. Good work with the DD. Pax et Bonum! Paul (Josphat) Stubenbort. P.S. Obviously I won t have access to my home email till late Sept. This comes to you from Stubenbort of pocketmail.com

1 Aug 2000 Paul Stubenbort: Hi Gael, thanks for the reply. Clarahan you might not know because he was in the military for a career or so. Chaplain. Dave Fritz was a year behind me till theology. Made his career in the Park Service. They capitalize that where I work. Becker, as I say, was with us till theology. He spent some time at old Corpus Christi in Chicago before beginning his earning career. I didn t know how to choose those last two words. It would probably make a good sociology thesis. I mean, isn t a Franciscan earning? Anyway, thanks for the response. But I WILL make the next reunion. I mean, how many do we have left? Pax et Bonum.....Paul (Josaphat)

9 Aug 2000: Roberto Flores: Sent an article: "Access to reporters denied at GOP s politically correct convention" from ABCNews. com reporting that Eagle Forum President Cathie Adams was forcibly prevented from talking to reporters last night. Adams has been an outspoken critic of letting Arizona Congressman Jim Kolbe speak at the convention. Kolbe is an openly gay Republican whose three minute speech was about trade.

10 Aug 2000 Frank A. Smith (1955-Brother Job) to DD @ Gael: Kindly remove me from your mailing list as I can no longer see well enough to read the Diaspora Digest. I enjoyed it very much while I could. I have enclosed a little something to help with the cost of printing, mailing, and whatever expense you may have. Good luck and God s blessings. FS/ms.

[Frank, we re really sorry to hear you are following Bro. Francis even into blindness. Thanks for your letters over the years. Phillip Windolph, especially, expressed delight in your metaphysical and theological reflections. This will be the last issue sent to you, if I can remember to remove your label. Thanks for the monetary help. Know that our prayers and best wishes are with you. You hung in there as long as you could. I presume you ll continue on at Beaver Dam, Wisconsin. Remember us with love, peace and good wishes, or in OFM-speak, pax et bonum. - Gael]

29 Aug 2000 Paul Stubenbort (Josaphat): Hi Gael. You do good work. [He d asked for DD contacts in Alaska.] Pat and I were up to Fairbanks yesterday and made contact with Fr. Joe Hemmer, Bill Cardy, and Bro. Justin. We didn t have long, because they had commitments to the celebration and parishioners they were with. But on our way home we will go right by Cardy s place so we ll stop in for lunch. I taught Bill at Mayslake.

The Jubilee celebration for the Fairbanks Diocese was good. I like these Alaskan guys. When they read the list of parishes they included only two societies, Dorothy Day and Bonhoefer. And at their parishes (at least the ones we visited) they have for distribution the diocesan paper and NCR. I think they have it right.

6 Sept 2000 Rosemary Wickham: Called to say that she d be moving in October from the Georgia parish in Hiwassee on the Tennessee border to Mount St. Francis, 3390 Windsor Ave., Dubuque, IA 52001. Rosemary said the OSFs are celebrating their 125th in June. And on June 18, Rosemary celebrates her 60th (diamond) anniversary in the Order of St. Francis. So many of us have loved so many of the OSFs. We hope their 125th is great fun for them. Our province is what, 135 now?

9 Sept 2000 Joe Smith wrote: "Where s my copy of the latest DD? Am I, as "bad boy, off the mailing list?!" - He enclosed an "SOA Watch Update" from Summer 2000. I was especially grateful to see how the Tennessee congressmen voted. On Nov. 19, I got an email report on how the SOA protest at the School of the Americas went. Again, 10,000 showed up, but only about 3,500 crossed the line and 2,000 and more were booked and remained confined the next day. Last year, only a handful were.

14 Sept 2000: Jack Bartz [From The Doings Newspaper by Brian Boyle. This has been abridged here. If you want the whole article, see the Web site below or contact JB.]

Sept. 10, 2000. The highly anticipated fall 2001 reopenng of the historic Peabody Mansion is in jeopardy after project architects revealed last week they are behind on their work.

Forest district officials bought the Mayslake Forest Preserve property, which includes the mansion, in 1993 for $16 million, a deal voters approved in a 1992 referendum. The mansion will be renovated, room by room, to restore the building to its original, 1920s-style. The retreat wing will receive space for offices and public meetings, a museum, gift shop and a cultural center.

The Oak Brook Civic Association has scheduled a community meeting in September to inform residents about the DuPage Housing Authority s proposal to convert the St. Paschal s Friary into an assisted-living facility for senior citizens. The friary residences at Mayslake will feature 72 apartments and amenities such as a beauty parlor, barber shop, library, coffee shop, ice cream parlor, bank and exercise room, said John Day, executive director for the DuPage County Housing Authority. Senior residents will receive meals and some support services, but no medication, he said. The friary, which had housed 70 Franciscan Friars as late as 1956 has sat vacant for 10 years. In January, housing authority officials purchased the 4.5-acre site from the DuPage County Forest Preserve District for $1, a deal that hinges on Oak Brook officials approving several zoning requests,

Housing authority officials had estimated the project s cost at $10 million to $20 million, which they plan to finance by issuing tax-exempt bonds. They commissioned a marketing study to determine the average rent for similar units in DuPage County, which cost about $3,000 a month. [Jack Hardesty, our Web master for the DD, offers this site on Mayslake: .]

27 Sept 2000 Isaac Braun (1956) of Olinda Brazil: Peace. Almost 75 percent of the Jubilee Year has gone by; so it is time to write, communicate a bit. Thanks a lot for all the copies of the D.D. that you have sent us. The last number was #30. This is a very good deed/apostolate that you are doing spreading the news of the experiences of one another to help, to encourage others in the work of the Kingdom of God. It is good to see how the Spirit works in so many different manners.

This year the pastor asked Socorro and me to be the coordinators of the Eucharistic Ministers. However, this rests almost completely on Socorro because I m usually working when they have the monthly meeting. On Sept. 17, the parish was to have the jubilee celebration of the infirm and elderly but in the morning there was a downpour. So, the pastor postponed the celebration to a future date. The archdiocese here will have a Eucharistic Congress in November.

Socorro continues as coordinator of pastorals of the parish, or you can say, as the second assistant pastor. Last month, a group of 11 adults prepared by her received their first Eucharist, and one was baptized. Another group already asked her for instructions.

Socorro and the other ladies continue with the mothers club in the nearby poor community or slum. By means of donations they now have a speaker system, but the politicians had other interests instead of approving a project for adult alphabetization. Some persons promised to rebuild the little wooden house with bricks, and one political candidate paid to replace the dirt floor with a cement floor. This house is also used for religion classes and the celebration of the Word with communion every Saturday night. Socorro succeeded in getting the archbishop to celebrate an open-air Mass in this community. However, the sermon was rather long, and it began to rain. So, the Mass ended with the sermon, but he promised another Mass in November.

Since the end of August, Kaline is officially a Mass server. She and the others had a preparation of six months. This year, she ll finish the fourth grade, and next year, we want her to study in a school run by a congregation of Sisters where Socorro taught some years ago.

Since the month of May, I m retired, but my boss the owner of the small hotel asked me to keep working for the time being. It helps our financial situation too.

One of the biggest news items last month was the big rainfall (the heaviest in about 50 years, after one of the worst droughts two years ago) and flood in this part of the country, especially here in Pernambuco and the neighboring state to the south, Alagoos. In our state there were 22 deaths, 63,000 homeless persons, 5,000 houses destroyed, and several hundred miles of roads to be rebuilt. Water from the river entered many of the houses of the poor community. Thank the Lord, our house is higher up, and there was no danger of flooding. On Aug. 5, a cliff came down and destroyed thirty houses in Recife. It was a miracle that the people were aware of the danger and left their houses before it happened. In the downpour of Sept. 17, another 5,000 persons in the state had to leave their homes. We had floods here and, in the south of Brazil, they lost a lot of corn, soybeans, and coffee because of the snow and frost. Brazil isn t just heat. In July and August, we had some nights down to 71 degrees. Socorro and Kaline think it s cold. I think it s nice.

This is a Jubilee Year, and based on the Old Testament jubilee year, the National Conference of Brazilian Bishops organized a plebiscite or vote on the external and internal debt. Almost 6 million voted, and more than 90 percent were against the present accord or contract with the International Monetary Fund. Some countries already succeeded in getting a reduction of their debt, and in one of their meetings the IMF recommended a reduction of the debt of about 10 more countries before the end of the year.

On the first of October, there will be elections for mayors and aldermen. A positive point this year was the many TV clips that the government made to teach the people to vote consciously and with responsibility.

Yesterday, the clip showed Fr. Florencio, an Indian in the Santarem region, orienting the Indian community and introducing them more to the life of the country, at the same time valuing their way of life. Computers and electronic voting machines are being used all over the country, even in some places where there is no electricity.

It is a privileged time that we are living - the Jubilee Year of 2000 years since the birth of Christ, a new century, and a new millennium. Our prayer is that all this helps us to bring the presence of God, the experience of God, to those who need us most. God bless all of you.

1 Oct 2000: Dennis Griffin: Update on our family: During the first week after last June, Jean and I spent six days in South Dakota seeing Mt. Rushmore, Crazy Horse, buffalo, the Badlands and lots of other stuff in the area. It was a good time.

Then on June 10 it was the Bartz Conveniat at Mayslake. Jerry Klein looks like he is 23 years old.

Backtracking on May 8, 9 and 10 - I took the three day course at the Skip Barber Racing School at Road America in Elkhart Lake, Wisc. We drove the open-wheel race cars at up to 130 mph and learned all the basic techniques of racing. Very, very exciting. I am ready for more.

Backtracking yet again, in December 1997, Jean retired after 21 years as a reporter for the Chicago Tribune. She now has her own company, CyberInk. She does freelance writing. Lately she has been developing political strategies for campaigns including writing direct mail. She has done stuff for the Al Gore race, a congressional candidate in Minnesota, the New Mexico senate, and two candidates in Illinois. My best wishes and prayers for everyone in DD Land.

9 Oct 2000 Dan Mazar of Chicago goes on-line: Cowboy's eddress: sends occasional e-letters to stay in contact. This past week, he encouraged others to celebrate and told of his celebration of the Transitus and Feast of Father Francis. He celebrated with Zach Hayes, Mary and Jim Zangs. They went to the Greek restaurant where Tarsicius used to dance on the table top to celebrate the spirit of Francis s joy in life and death. Cowboy writes that this year, "the Greeks let Zach dance on the tabletop in memory of Tars. Good fun."

Cowboy noticed that my reply this morning was written somewhat early (7 a.m. isn t early for me) and quoted Julius Treasury book gem: Die Morgenstunde hat Gold im Munde. I am so often impressed how he and Jack Brennan and Anton Braun can quote those old sayings. They were welded into their brains somehow. I was obviously oblivious. And I don t have my Julius Schott treasury book.

10 Oct 2000 Mazar wrote: Zeke, as to Die Morgenstunde hat Gold im Mund, I don t know how I remember the stuff from the old days. Long term memory must be good, I guess. We went to Costa s. It is on the site of the old Grecian Gardens. This is a little upscale from Diana s grocery that you were referring to. All of Greektown has gone upscale. Ergo, higher prices and the like. They still feed you well and don t rush you.

I was reading about the new version of Thomas Wolfe s "Look Homeward, Angel." Lots of words. No wonder Maxwell Perkins is held in high regard. Wolfe s editor. I have absolutely no doubt that Brennan and Braun will be ecstatic to find out that I have e-mail. Brennan should remember me but I doubt that Braun will. Not that it makes any difference. Pax. [I don t remember you, though I should. I have a great memory except for numbers. So far I ve loved everything you have had to say; so don t spoil your reputation. I wish that I could have seen Zach dancing on the table. I have long since lost my Treasury Book AND 8 years worth of stories I had written from the Novitiate through theology. JB] 18 Oct 2000 Joe Smith sent a copy of a letter he sent to the president of Kent University. He noted that he was "sticking it to them." He noticed Kent St. U was listed in the fourth tier of public universities. He said he was the first tenured professor (elect) to have been fired - in 1973. He then reviewed the case. He ended with advice on how faculty should be evaluated by their academic credentials, not their political sentiments and for kowtowing to administrative arbitrariness.

Joe s note: Gael, what s up?! No DD since April! Sorry I missed the June bash. Joe S. [Joe, are you saying you re a reject from a fourth tier institution?!]

20 Oct 2000: A Mayslake URL to note:
http://www.dupageforest.com/PRESERVES/mayslake.html, Jack Bartz forwarded a Tribune article about Westmont senior facility (Mayslake Village) getting $6.6 million U.S. HUD grant to build 75 units with federal funding. Article was by William Presecky, Tribune Staff Writer, Oct. 18, 2000.

I (Gael) remember well when the retirement complex was being planned and gotten underway by Mark Hegener. It s across the road south from First and Second and Third lake at the minor sem. It now has more than 700 residents. Rev. Larry Dreffein is president of the non-profit village. And it might be a nice place for elderly Diasporites to gather and chew the fat into dotage together. But we ll have to sign up fast.

The 74 one-bedroom units and a two-bedroom manager s unit will replace 44 small efficiency apartments built in the early 1960s. When completed, the new units will give Mayslake Village 671 units. Because of the popularity of the retirement complex near Oak Brook, Mayslake officials recently capped the list of seniors looking to rent units at 1,400. The wait for one of Mayslake s larger units can run to more than a dozen years, officials said.

It is "a community that enriches the lives and dignity of each in our Franciscan tradition," said Dreffein. U.S. Rep. Judy Biggert (R-IL), who assisted Mayslake Village in acquiring the grant, described the senior housing complex as "a model facility."

The complex, at 1801 35th St., consists of three high-rise buildings and several low-rise apartment clusters scattered over about 40 acres of the former Peabody Coal Co. estate. The apartments range from the small, one-room efficiencies, which are scheduled to be replaced, to three-bedroom units. Depending on income, healthy seniors 62 and older can pay $50 to $594 a month to rent units. A small percentage of the units have no income restrictions. Although it is managed by Franciscans, who founded Mayslake Village in 1963, a majority of the complex s funding comes from federal housing money. According to Mayslake officials the complex is the nation s largest HUD-subsidized retireent village in a single location.

14 Nov 2000 Anthony Lutz: Dear Diaspora, Pax et bonum. At the end of September, Sue and I traveled to Naples where we rented